assalamualaikum
trauma trauma trauma!
gile btol,smlm mmg ta boley na tido gara2 nmpk bnde mcm at ats 
tp tade la comel sngad mcm at ats. .
yg kiko nmpk tue lg awesome. .
dri ats smpai bwh smua dilitupi dgn bulu je,amek kao skli da mcm antu raya da. .okei2 na twu story dye mcm mne? meyh sni kiko na storykan,once upon a night(bru smlm je la) kiko baring at sofa at ruang tamu smbil tgk t.v cite i'm not single smbil mcet2 ngan hubby,cite tue abes pkol 1 a.m,adk2 still ad at ruang tmu gak but diorang lyn cite simba je at pc,so msing2 buad hal msing,then mak notis diorang sroh tido awl,yela sbb diorang da na sekola da besok,biase la,kedah kan skola arie ahad,so diorang kne tido awl,boy's ttp pc tros pg tido,1 house da gelap sumer da tido xcept kiko je sbb dok lyn cite tue je,even da tgk bribu kli still na tgk gak,hubby da remind bnyk kli time mcet sroh kiko bce doa Qulhu sbb dye twu bdn kiko lemah n ta kuad smngat. kiko ignore je kan dye sbb khusyuk tgk t.v sbb engt time na tido jup g bru na bce doa tue sumer,tgh khusyuk2 tgk t.v tibe2 je kiko denga ad step's,bile toleh tgk rupa2ny lil brther kiko,dye cbe2 sneak out dri bilek sbb na tgk t.v gak ngan kiko,gtal larh bdk nieyh,buad tkjot je,engt nate mende ke td,saje kiko bkak loundspeaker at dye sbb dengki at dye,haha,kiko ckp ''hah! awt hang ta tidoq lg? na maen ps ha! p tidoq p tidoq! '' haha,nseb dye la mak kiko denga suare kiko,then warning dye,''apit! p tidoq'',brselerak dye lari tkod at mak kiko,hehe,so jht kiko nieyh,okei back to the story,lpas tue kiko smbung blek tgk t.v,then da ta mcet ngan hubby sbb td cri psl ngn dye,huhu,bile cite tue da abes,kiko decide na tido at ruang tamu je sbb da mlas na naek bilek ats n pillow,blanket,teddy kiko da heret skli mse na lepak dpn t.v.
bru na feeling na tido ttbe denga lg step's iaitu dgn lbih jlas tpk kki lg,adoi dlm ati dok fkir bdk nieyh ta serik2 tnk tido ag ke,bru kiko na sound n toleh je mke mngadap insan yg pnye bnyi tpk kki skli amek kao bkn adk kiko!
na twu ciri2 dye mcm mne? meyh na ckp:
tnggi:sederhana je sbb bongkok skit
sifat:berbulu dri hjung rmbt smpai hjung kki,tngan dye mncengkam skit.
gile btol,bnde tue mmg da dkt ngan kiko sbb dye na trik blanket kiko kot,mmg trkjut thp nnek n tok wan berok da ,kiko nieyh ble tgk bnde yg hensem mcm tue,bnde tue cpd2kan hilangkan dri dye bilew dye twu kiko sedar kwujudan dye,mmg menggeletar 1 bdn da mcm hp ad vibrate da kiko nieyh,pastue toleh mke balek mnghdp sofa then mmg ta boley na ddk diam sbb tkod bnde tue dtg balek,then amek pillow n wutsoever lari naek ats,stiap lngkh kki kiko,kiko just mngucap n sumer ilmu2 yg da lme takuar sumer kuar,tapena kiko ase tkod tramat2 mcm nieyh,even kiko da sllu nmpk n ase bnde2 mcm nieyh tp yg nieyh kiko pling gerun! ya ALLAH,dlm ati dok fkir je td tue mntng ap,dye na buad ap at kiko,nseb baek larh kiko sempat sedar dye dtg,klo ta ttwu larh ap yg na jd at kiko,alhamdulillah,nseb baek larh ya ALLAH,lpas naek bilek dlm kdaan gelap,kiko cbe na tido n tenangkan fkiran but still trfkir psl bnde tue,saje tnk kasi twu hubby sbb tnk dye risau but ta boley jd gak,kiko tkod bnde tue dtg blek,mcet hubby,then hubby tnye ad bce Qulhu ta td mse dye sroh kiko bce? almk,kiko trlpe bce,ptot larh,then,hubby call kiko then dye sroh kiko pgang fone tgn knan n denga gne tlinga knan,dye bce ayt2 Al-Quran at kiko,kiko mmg da nanges tresak2 da sbb tkod pnye psl,then hubby sroh kiko bce Qulhu,surah Asyrofi n ad bbrpa ayt dri srh Yassin.lpas je kiko bce sumer tue,kiko ase lbeyh tenang dri td.hubby sroh kiko tido brtemankan Al-Quran.da slesai hal kiko,kiko isau psl mak n adk2 at tngkt bwh plak,kiko ckp at hubby,then hubby ckp tyh wisau sbb dye da bce doa pelindung dri ayt Al-Quran untk 1 fmily kiko,alhmdulillah,nseb baek la dye da bce awl2,lpas tue kiko ad denga bnyi dok trjerit2 at tngkt bwh,kiko brnikan dri untk tgk bnde ap,kiko ckp at hubby yg kiko na trun downstairs sbb kiko denga bnyi pelik,hubby larang but kiko still degil sbb risaukan mak n adk2 kiko,kiko brnikan dri sbb dmi fmly,bile smpai je at tngkt bwh,kiko bkak lmpu ruang tamu,then pg check at blek mak n adk2,tgk tde ap2 pon n check at garaj pon tde ap2,kiko ase bnyi tue dtg dri arh dapo,tinjau2 at dapo still tde ap2,then naek blek ats,bile smpai je at blek ats,denga lg bnyi mcm tue,astagfirullahalazim,da la abh kiko tde at umh,hubby ckp jgn wisau sbb dye sntiase jge fmly kiko,alhamdulillah,hubby sroh kiko tido but stiap kli na pjm mta msti kiko tingat bnde tue,hubby sroh kiko pjm mta n byngkn kalimah ALLAH,lpas kiko buad mcm tue,alhamdulillah kiko boley tido.pg nieyh ble wake up je ase na demam. .hopefully prkre mcm nieyh ta jd lg sbb kiko da trauma na tido.
wslm
adios
bru na feeling na tido ttbe denga lg step's iaitu dgn lbih jlas tpk kki lg,adoi dlm ati dok fkir bdk nieyh ta serik2 tnk tido ag ke,bru kiko na sound n toleh je mke mngadap insan yg pnye bnyi tpk kki skli amek kao bkn adk kiko!
na twu ciri2 dye mcm mne? meyh na ckp:
tnggi:sederhana je sbb bongkok skit
sifat:berbulu dri hjung rmbt smpai hjung kki,tngan dye mncengkam skit.
gile btol,bnde tue mmg da dkt ngan kiko sbb dye na trik blanket kiko kot,mmg trkjut thp nnek n tok wan berok da ,kiko nieyh ble tgk bnde yg hensem mcm tue,bnde tue cpd2kan hilangkan dri dye bilew dye twu kiko sedar kwujudan dye,mmg menggeletar 1 bdn da mcm hp ad vibrate da kiko nieyh,pastue toleh mke balek mnghdp sofa then mmg ta boley na ddk diam sbb tkod bnde tue dtg balek,then amek pillow n wutsoever lari naek ats,stiap lngkh kki kiko,kiko just mngucap n sumer ilmu2 yg da lme takuar sumer kuar,tapena kiko ase tkod tramat2 mcm nieyh,even kiko da sllu nmpk n ase bnde2 mcm nieyh tp yg nieyh kiko pling gerun! ya ALLAH,dlm ati dok fkir je td tue mntng ap,dye na buad ap at kiko,nseb baek larh kiko sempat sedar dye dtg,klo ta ttwu larh ap yg na jd at kiko,alhamdulillah,nseb baek larh ya ALLAH,lpas naek bilek dlm kdaan gelap,kiko cbe na tido n tenangkan fkiran but still trfkir psl bnde tue,saje tnk kasi twu hubby sbb tnk dye risau but ta boley jd gak,kiko tkod bnde tue dtg blek,mcet hubby,then hubby tnye ad bce Qulhu ta td mse dye sroh kiko bce? almk,kiko trlpe bce,ptot larh,then,hubby call kiko then dye sroh kiko pgang fone tgn knan n denga gne tlinga knan,dye bce ayt2 Al-Quran at kiko,kiko mmg da nanges tresak2 da sbb tkod pnye psl,then hubby sroh kiko bce Qulhu,surah Asyrofi n ad bbrpa ayt dri srh Yassin.lpas je kiko bce sumer tue,kiko ase lbeyh tenang dri td.hubby sroh kiko tido brtemankan Al-Quran.da slesai hal kiko,kiko isau psl mak n adk2 at tngkt bwh plak,kiko ckp at hubby,then hubby ckp tyh wisau sbb dye da bce doa pelindung dri ayt Al-Quran untk 1 fmily kiko,alhmdulillah,nseb baek la dye da bce awl2,lpas tue kiko ad denga bnyi dok trjerit2 at tngkt bwh,kiko brnikan dri untk tgk bnde ap,kiko ckp at hubby yg kiko na trun downstairs sbb kiko denga bnyi pelik,hubby larang but kiko still degil sbb risaukan mak n adk2 kiko,kiko brnikan dri sbb dmi fmly,bile smpai je at tngkt bwh,kiko bkak lmpu ruang tamu,then pg check at blek mak n adk2,tgk tde ap2 pon n check at garaj pon tde ap2,kiko ase bnyi tue dtg dri arh dapo,tinjau2 at dapo still tde ap2,then naek blek ats,bile smpai je at blek ats,denga lg bnyi mcm tue,astagfirullahalazim,da la abh kiko tde at umh,hubby ckp jgn wisau sbb dye sntiase jge fmly kiko,alhamdulillah,hubby sroh kiko tido but stiap kli na pjm mta msti kiko tingat bnde tue,hubby sroh kiko pjm mta n byngkn kalimah ALLAH,lpas kiko buad mcm tue,alhamdulillah kiko boley tido.pg nieyh ble wake up je ase na demam. .hopefully prkre mcm nieyh ta jd lg sbb kiko da trauma na tido.
wslm
adios
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